Dear Amanda Bynes,

You were once a promising star and a gifted actress. What has happen? You were once a role-model for the likes of fallen stars such as Britney Spears (who has made a comeback & you can too.) and Lindsay Lohan (who is still trying to find herself.) You were once my role-model and I still love you. I used to brag about you and say when I’m twenty-one I’m gonna be the male version of Amanda Bynes by not drinking and going out clubbing like every normal twenty one year one who would love to go out and drink and club at the same. Nope, not me. I was gonna be the male version of Amanda Bynes and avoid all that. I wasn’t gonna scoop down to someone level like that and actually give in to the peer pressure. Now I really can’t say that can I?

I have watched you grow up to be a beautiful girl over the last twenty to thirteen years ever since you stared on the show All That to actually staring on your own comedy skit show called The Amanda Show and let me tell you when this show was on at my Grandma’s house there was no leaving the house not even when it was to go to McDonalds. You had such an impact on my childhood and now look at you. You slayed Hairspray with your beautiful and amazing voice. I was a little upset when you mention that you didn’t want to take up a career in singing because if Acting failed you might have had singing to full back on.  I literally cried for days when you announce that you were retiring Amanda because it seem like my whole childhood was robbed. I grew up watching you and I followed your ever move and career choice because you were amazing. You knew how to light up the screen.

I really hope you get the help that you so desperately need. I know that you don’t like when people say that you have been acting erratic but Amanda it is true! You are acting just like Britney Spears. You are doing out of the wall stuff and you gave yourself a makeover to where you don’t even look like your cute self. For Kim Kardashian to say that you look hot is sorta wrong.  What has made you go crazy like that?  Is it the fact that Hollywood was just giving up on you? Was it the fact that no roles were coming up? Just please tell us that you are hoping to revive your acting career.  The Amanda Bynes I knew and loved didn’t drink she was anti the clubs and she wasn’t a person who would go to jail.  She had a smart head on her shoulder and would do anything to make a person laugh.  Where is that wholesome girl who blew us away in The Amanda Show,What A Girl Wants, What I Like About You,and Hairspray and you can’t forget She’s the Man! I miss her.

You were once a star and I hope that you return. I wish I could say that if I had the degree I would sit you down and counsel you. You really need some sort of help. I hope that you know and realize that people (fans) do care about you and your well being. They want you to succeed! Please come back to us. You probably have such amazing support from fellow co-workers such as Jennie Garth, Leslie Grossman, Nick Zano, and prehaps your fellow Hairspray co-star Nikki Blonsky. If I were you I would just give Jennie or Nikki a call and see if they could possibly help you figure out some sort of problem that you do have.  Why did you have to do that stuff to your face? You really wanna know something?> I literally wanted to cry for hours of the video you posted the other night of you getting ready. Please don’t be another Lindsay Lohan!

Every week I am gonna post one of my favorite songs at the moment with a music video from the artist. If you simply agree then say something. I’d love to hear your opinion!

Now I know I am like a few days late but I’ve been distracted lately. Here is a video that I recently watched by Chris Thompson. I first found out about him when I was watching Jenna Marbles – Bounce That Dick. He’s a good singer and I hope you all feel like a sexy ninja after watching it. Until then!

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Every week I am gonna post one of my favorite songs at the moment with a music video from the artist. If you simply agree then say something. I’d love to hear your opinion!

For the second one I had to choose this all time classic Amy Winehouse song in which Naya Rivera does justice to. She is such an amazing singer and this is the true version of talent. Naya Rivera is suppose to have an album and single sometime this year and I can’t wait for it to drop. Until then enjoy this and Glee returns in September! You won’t be disappointed with Naya’s performance.

Every week I am gonna post one of my favorite songs at the moment with a music video from the artist. If you simply agree then say something. I’d love to hear your opinion!

For the first one I had to choose this all time classic Reba McEntire song. She is such an amazing country singer and this is the true country I grew up listening to. Unlike some songs today, this song has meaning, truth and inspiration all put in one. So hope everyone enjoys Reba McEntire- The Night The Lights Went Out in Georgia.. Feel free to sing/jam along to the music! Also I suggest you watch the video first and then listen to the words. It will make more sense hopefully. I know you can’t hear the words when Reba is talking so listen to her talking first.

The following video below shows you how I am feeling so connected to Lindsay Lohan. You can call this Confessions of a Broken Heart Part 2. Lindsay has been in the tabloids a lot. I feel exactly like her. This song is a prefect example. I can put on her songs from A Little More Personal to Speak to her unreleased tracks from Spirit in the Dark including her smash hit Bossy. She has saved me. I could be going into a down spiral like the likes of Amanda Bynes and Lindsay Lohan. I hope to one day meet this fantastic woman who is so strong. She inspires me. I love Lindsay Lohan.

Lately I have been sprawling downward. I would say that I have been going down the path of Lindsay Lohan and my other idol Amanda Bynes. It all started with my Mom. One day while at Walmart I told her my dreams of what I want to do when I grow up. I told her “Mom, I want to be in the entertainment business, since I am so passionate about it. I think I want to be either an E New! Correspondent/an actor.” Then I went on to ask if she would watch me if I was ever on TV. She gave me a look and said “Uh, no” with a chuckle. That hurt me. Then lately she had told me I’m worthless. I am losing my mind. I don’t understand how a mother couldn’t support their own child.

I see myself a lot in Lindsay Lohan. I am reading her biography and everyone at work seems to think it’s funny to mock me for reading it. But to tell you the truth I’d be best friends with Lindsay. She is a strong woman. Yes, she went off the rail but it was her father. She went through so much crap during the times when she was right and she handles it with such grace.

Lindsay also went through so many rumors. I have to. Everyone thinks because I’m super sensitive and am not macho that I must be gay. FALSE. Another rumor I have to put up was with an old friend who I though cared about me but apparently wanted to hurt me at the end was that I am IN LOVE with Justin Bieber. FALSE! Just because I listen to some of his songs with you, and might have bought his documentary that makes you think I like him? I often feel like I walk in Lindsay Lohan shoes. I am totally miss-understood and I don’t have many friends. I think I have maybe 3 good friends who I’ve grown to trust with my life. They have given me no reason not to trust them and I’ve told them personal stuff and they will take it to their grave. A good song I like from Lindsay Lohan is the song “Rumors”. Some of the lyrics:

But I can tell that you’re watching me
And you’re probably gonna write what you didn’t see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

[Bridge:]
Why can’t you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don’t understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I’m only having fun
I’m gonna live my life
(but not the way you want me to)

[Chorus:]
I’m tired of rumors starting
I’m sick of being followed
I’m tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can’t they back up off me
Why can’t they let me live
I’m gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

What led to Amanda Bynes’s surprising DUI arrest on Friday?

“This DUI was definitely just a serious lapse in judgment,” a source tells PEOPLE of the former Nickelodeon star.

“She hit a wall personally and professionally [in 2008] … I think she’s been a little lost since then,” the insider says of the actress, who dated Doug Reinhardt in 2009 and was linked to Liam Hemsworth shortly afterward.

But according to the 26-year-old’s father, Rick Bynes, his daughter doesn’t drink. He tells PEOPLE she was held in jail because “she was upset and very emotional.”

And a source tells PEOPLE that Bynes “seemed fine to drive” when she left the Standard Hotel in West Hollywood – where she is a regular and had dinner Thursday night before her arrest. She had alcohol, but “never seemed drunk,” the source says.

Bynes then went to Greystone Manor (where she’s also a regular), and was arrested after leaving there. Adds the source: “Bynes tried to come back to party [at the Standard] only hours after she was released from her DUI arrest,” but she is no longer welcome at the hotel.

Bynes was held overnight at the West Hollywood Sheriff’s department’s station following her arrest. Though authorities would not comment on her particular case, the sheriff’s station website states, “If the offense is alcohol or drug related, the suspect will stay at the sheriff’s station until he or she can safely care for himself or herself.”

Another source, who calls Bynes “a very sweet girl,” says, “[She] was raised in the industry and came up in the industry, so she has kind of a twisted head space in terms of social groups.”

Her dad, however, says, “She just chooses not to work, and because of that people go after her.”

In July 2010, Bynes reversed her Tweeted decision to retire from the entertainment business, telling PEOPLE a year later that she “just really needed some time off,” adding, “I’ve been acting since I was 7.”

Just Friday (May 4th) On Friday afternoon, the actress, 26, allegedly sideswiped a pick-up truck with her black Range Rover in Los Angeles and continued driving, which prompted the other driver to dial 911.

“At 4:25 p.m., we were notified of a possible hit-and-run,” LAPD Sgt. Ben Zucker tells PEOPLE. “The caller followed Miss Bynes for a short distance to a gas station.”

An LAPD police helicopter that was already in the vicinity flew overhead as a total of six police cars arrived on the scene and made contact with Bynes, Sgt. Zucker says.

“It turned out the damage to the pick-up truck was so minor that it was very plausible she had no idea that she hit anyone,” Sgt. Zucker adds. “Because of that, we decided not to charge her with hit and run, took a traffic report instead and sent her on her way. There were no arrests made and no one was injured.”

Sgt. Zucker says Bynes was cooperative, there was no indication she was under the influence, and both drivers exchanged insurance information. The damage to the alleged victim was minor paint rub to his right front fender, Sgt. Zucker confirms.

According to officials, in the next two weeks, Amanda will be charged with refusal to take a chemical test. In California, it’s illegal to refuse to take a blood or breathalyzer test when you are arrested for a DUI.

A law enforcement source said:

If Bynes is convicted of the charge, she’ll have to spend 48 hours in jail AND give up her license for a year!

My Opinion: I am literally in shock over Amanda’s DUI. She was the last person I would have though would have gotten one. I really hope this is a one time thing and if she is addicted she needs help. She has been tweeting some weird stuff lately. I’ve been worried about her since she announced her “retirement” back in 2010. I think really this is a mid-life crisis. She’s been acting for several years and she isn’t getting any roles lately so I think she might be turning to alcohol to cope with it. I am still very much an Amanda lover and will continue to support her. Of course, that’s my own opinion. I think she needs to take some time and go to rehab for drinking problems and get the help. She needs to come back to the stop light. I am sure I am not the only one who misses her?

This quote by the famous Cassie Steele is so true. I’ve had the unfortunate pleasure of knowing a friend who did some crazy shit to me. First off, they made me buy pants so that gay guys would check me out. Then tell me every time to talk to her gay friend. Finally she told me that I was gay even though I’m super sensitive and we discuss that when we first met that I wasn’t gay. Furthermore, this idiot then told me after I send her a photo of my favorite girl that I wouldn’t know a sexy pic if it gave me a blowjob. Who the fuck says that? I’ve now come to the conclusion that I don’t need such an idiot in my life. I wasted time with with this person and lean on her too much. What an idiot I am. Oh well! Friends come and go.

All lights on me feeling sexy captivating it’s looking like a fashion show! I’ve always loved Cory Lee since she aired on the hit show Degrassi. Not know who she was and what else she did I quickly google search her and became an instant fan. Her music/lyrics are so smooth and her voice is killer. I am always listening to songs such as Ovaload, Pop It, No Shoes, No Shirt, No Service, Mofo, Snakecharmer off of Sinful Innocence and her number one song which got me hooked The Naughty Song off her first album What a Difference a Day Makes. Her recent smash hit was Best Shot, which is an amazing collaboration with nun other than Shaggy! You can listen to the song below. Hope you enjoy Fashion Show and Best Shot like I did!

Got the chance to make my second round trip to seeing This Means War and finally reviewed it. A special shout-out to Chelsea coming!